Chapter 165 Everyone Was Lonely in This World and It’s Hard to Find a Confidant
Horses’ hoofs clattered in the dust and sand blew up by the wind. The delegation army marched ahead in order.
Bai Aoxue put up a poker face in front of the challenging face. She just pretended the person in front of her didn’t exist at all.
Jun Yeyan, who followed Bai Aoxue to get off the carriage, didn’t expect to see Bai Suxue here, either!
That’s right! The person who glared at Bai Aoxue is Bai Suxue.
Bai Suxue was full of hatred and anger when she noticed Bai Aoxue was indifferent. But she remembered Du Siyan’s words before the journey, so she behaved herself.
She learned Bai Aoxue and Jun Yeyan were going to Nanyue and she got her own plan. Right now, she was despised by everyone in family Su.
Bai Suxue was not grand and in power as before, so members in family Su didn’t respect her any longer. In order to be closer to Bai Aoxue, she had to depend on Du Siyan. Otherwise, she would not come to the weirdo at all.
She had sacrificed so much in order to kill Bai Aoxue. Now she put everything at risk!
Perhaps if Bai Aoxue was dead, father would forgive her and bring her back to the prime minister’s mansion. Then she would be a miss in the mansion again. She would never be treated coldly and despised by others.
She would pay back all the pains she had been through to those who had despised her.
She believed that as long as Bai Aoxue was dead, she could be back to the prime minister’s mansion to be a miss. The hardships and difficulties she had been through in this period would end for all.
She would be released from the hardships as long as Bai Aoxue was dead.
Thinking of this, Bai Suxue was more determined to kill Bai Aoxue.
Although from the very beginning, Du Siyan had told her not to kill Bai Aoxue. But if she really killed Bai Aoxue and Bai Qiwei brought her back to the prime minister’s mansion, at that time, Du Siyan would not dare to blame her.
Bai Suxue stared at Bai Aoxue without a blink, hating and greedy. Bai Aoxue just gave her a glimpse.
Although she didn’t know what was in Bai Suxue’s mind, Bai Aoxue could figure out the killing intention from her facial expression.
Bai Aoxue would not wait to be killed by anyone. She didn’t think Bai Suxue could be a danger to her. From the very beginning she didn’t treat Su Qianqian and Bai Suxue as people who were capable of killing her.
Bai Aoxue didn’t care about Bai Suxue’s intention of killing her. But she would not be that careless.
A gust blew up the curtain and Bai Aoxue caught sight of gloomy Du Siyan. Although she was confused of why he kept gloomy, she didn’t care about it.
Jun Yeyan waved to the servant of Du Siyan and the servant run up to him.
“What’s your command, Fifth Prince?”
“Go to tell the Heir, the Princess and I want to ride horses. If the Heir wants to have a rest in the carriage, he can stay in the carriage. Princess and I will wait for him in the next posthouse.” Jun Yeyan said indifferently.
The servant nodded, “Got it. I will inform the Heir at once.”
Nalan Youhong, who rode a horse with long distance ahead of the carriage, now turned back to the side of Jun Yeyan and dismounted, “What’s the matter?”
Bai Aoxue’s eyes shone on Nalan Youhong’s horse, “Excellent horse!”
Nalan Youhong was very proud, “Princess has excellent judgment! It is really an excellent horse rare to see.”
Bai Aoxue and Jun Yeyan kept silent on Nalan Youhong’s bragging.
“But compared with Yan’s horse, mine is much worse.” Nalan Youhong continued, looking at Jun Yeyan with his eyesight shining brightly.
Bai Aoxue became interested when she heard Nalan Youhong’s words.
Bai Aoxue’s activities to relax in her previous life was either fighting in underground black ring or riding a horse in stud farm.
She liked the sense of being unrestrained, and much more the entire freedom on the back of a running horse. She could relax from riding, and what’s more, she loved horses very much.
In order to buy a ferghana horse, she once went to Turkmenistan. The number of famous horses in China decreased sharply in recently years, and they were not purebred any longer. Real ferghana horses are only bred in Turkmenistan and Russia.
It cost her much efforts to transport the horse from Turkmenistan.
She could help sighing and wondering who took possession of that favorite horse of her.
Jun Yeyan was a little bit nervous when he noticed that Bai Aoxue was in a sad mood, and he immediately ordered, “Zhao, bring the horse for Aoxue.”
Bai Aoxue came back to reality from her memory and turned to Zhao.
Zhao brought a white horse over, which attracted Bai Aoxue.
“It is…extremely beautiful!” Bai Aoxue claimed obsessively.
Jun Yeyan glanced at the horse and pursed his mouth in despise. No matter how beautiful a horse was, it was still a horse after all. A horse’s beauty could not cope with that of Jun Yeyan, or even half of Jun Yeyan’s beauty.
Bai Aoxue didn’t care about Jun Yeyan’s thought. She had already stepped up to the horse.
If she was right, this white horse perhaps…no…definitely was of the highest grade of Kazakh horse. The short ears and long neck were the typical symbols of a Kazakh horse.
Generally, Kazakh horses lived in Xinjiang. Bai Aoxue didn’t expect that in this world she could see Kazakh horse of the highest grade, and she could not help feeling excited.
There was wildness in the eyes of the horse, which indicated that Jun Yeyan hadn’t tamed it. Bai Aoxue came up an idea of taming it.
Jun Yeyan knew that Bai Aoxue was happy, “I asked my people to search this horse for you a long time ago, but I haven’t tamed it yet. I want to leave this job to you.”
Bai Aoxue nodded and showed Jun Yeyan a bright smiling face.
Jun Yeyan felt lucky. It seemed that horse was the best choice as a gift to Bai Aoxue.
Bai Aoxue stepped up to the horse. The horse was quiet with Zhao, but became so agitated to kick with hind legs when Bai Aoxue moved close to it.
The air was full of dust and sand in an instant.
Zhao was surprised that the horse repelled Bai Aoxue, so he patted the horse to let it calm down.
But the horse didn’t quiet down, and became more agitated instead. It jumped high as if it would kick Bai Aoxue up if she moved closer.
This was a warning from the Kazakh horse to Bai Aoxue.
Bai Aoxue watched this horse with interest.
Seeing that the horse kicked towards Bai Aoxue, Zhao grabbed the rope tightly, “Please be careful and step back to avoid being injured by the horse, Princess. This horse is not tamed. It is wild.”
“Never mind, I experienced such situation before.” Bai Aoxue looked at the agitated horse and said casually.
She had never figured out why the horses would become agitated when they see her. Even the tamed ones will behave weirdly when they see her. The tamer could not explain why, either.
Bai Aoxue didn’t figure out the reason, but gradually she got the point.
It was said that animals were the most intelligent creatures in this world. She killed so many people. She got so many people’s blood on her hand. She could wash the blood off but the animals could not be cheated easily. They could feel the cruelty and brutality on her. They were afraid of her and felt disgusted.
She had never thought of doing something good to make up her killings. She learned when she was a little girl that in order to live in this cruel world, she would be tougher than anyone else.
She would be tough to others. She would be tough to herself. She believed that she could live long and well only when she was tough to herself. And in fact she carried out her belief in real life. She was much tougher to herself.
She was the person who wanted to live the most. Even if the sunshine never shed on her, even if she traveled far away on this dark path, she was still the person who wanted to live the most.
She would like to smell the flower fragrance when she woke up in the morning. She would like to feel the tenderness when the breeze blew.
Bai Aoxue watched this agitated horse, with determined light shining in her eyes. She would definitely tame this horse.
She was never given a chance to enjoy good things. But she just wanted to have a finger in the pie! Everything would fall with her!
Thinking of this, there was light shining in her eyes, and her fighting determination aroused.
Jun Yeyan had no idea what Bai Aoxue wanted to do. He saw Bai Aoxue was taking actions while he was about to say something to her.
Bai Aoxue tore her dress as short as to her knees, which had been as long as to her ankles at first. She raised her hand and let the wind blow away the piece of bright red silk she just ripped from her dress.
Everyone except Jun Yeyan was attracted by the silk and they didn’t notice Bai Aoxue. Jun Yeyan stared at Bai Aoxue’s weak but stubborn figure from behind without a blink.
Bai Aoxue jogged to the left of the horse and took over the bridle in Zhao’s hand.
Zhao didn’t have time to think about what was happening. Bai Aoxue had already mounted the horse, with her body making a beautiful arc in the air.
“Step back, Zhao!” Bai Aoxue ordered and her slim lily-white hands grabbed the bridle tightly.
Zhao stepped back immediately; otherwise he would interrupt Bai Aoxue’s taming the horse.
Bai Aoxue’s actions were smooth and handsome without any hesitation, which made everyone absent-minded.
The Kazakh horse was agitated and jumped up with all its force. It wanted to shake Bai Aoxue off its back.
Bai Aoxue held the horse’s belly tightly with her legs and her hands grabbed the rope tightly. She sat on the horse back stably.
Bai Aoxue clamped the horse belly hardly with her legs, and shouted out, “Go!”
She shook the rope and the Kazakh horse darted out wildly, intending to shake Bai Aoxue off its back.
But Bai Aoxue was sitting on the horse back tightly. She bent her body slightly, and pulled the bridle to make the horse run in the direction on her will.
“In this world, it is very hard to find a confidant. People are like flowers in blossom when they are young, but people will get old anyway like flowers will wither. Go!” Bai Aoxue raised her head and sang softly.
Bai Aoxue liked the speed on the horse back. She felt a little bit hurt on her cheeks when wind blew on them. Though they hurt, Bai Aoxue felt comfortable.
Bai Aoxue rode into the distance, leaving dust and sand in the air and everyone was stupefied with amazement.
Bai Aoxue was so brilliant, making the rest not able to distract their attention, or to forget the scene.
The unstrained lady sat on the horse handsomely. Her body was straight and stubborn, and her eyes were cold and cruel, with the pride of capturing the whole world.
Her red dress was like red lotus on fire. Her hair made a beautiful arc in the air, like a flash of light shining.
When everyone came back to reality, a black figure had already darted out!