Esper Harem in the Apocalypse Chapter 308 (Un)Wanted Empathy

Chapter 308 (Un)Wanted Empathy
Rudy inserted the tip of his snake inside Niti's cave and asked, "Are you ready?"
Niti meekly nodded and closed her eyes for some reason, which confused Rudy.
He gently penetrated Niti's cave while rubbing his thumb on her clit to make her more wet so his snake could explore her cave easily.
"Is it in?" Niti asked anxiously with her eyes closed.
"It's not even halfway in yet," Rudy replied as he pushed his snake deeper.
He was being gentle as he didn't want to hurt Niti. He may not know the reasons behind her actions well, but looking at her face and hearing her voice made it obvious that Niti was scared.
He knew that she must have been maltreated in the past and that she developed her trauma from such things. That's why Rudy swore that he could make her forget about all the things and let her taste the pleasure of real sex with feelings.
"Is it in?" Niti asked again, but this time with a more anxious face.
"I am halfway in. I will now push it all the way in one go, so brace yourself."
Rudy pulled out his snake for an inch and plunged it inside Niti's tight cave in one go. His snake was no longer visible, and it was stuck inside Niti's narrow cave.
"...!" Niti opened her eyes in shock and took a deep breath while gasping, but she ended up choking, and Rudy had to squeeze her breasts to divert her attention.
Even after taking a few breaths, Niti was breathing heavily with her eyes wide open while staring at Rudy.
"Are you okay?" Rudy asked calmly.
"Yes… it's just… your dick is so big…" Niti responded. "I noticed it when I was sucking it, but it feels much bigger when it's inside me. I can't believe princess Jane was riding it with such a delighted face."
"You will make the same face soon enough," Rudy remarked with a grin.
"No matter what you do, I won't feel good," Niti stated with a straight face.
'Still acting like a masochist, I see. Well, I turned the haughty Jane into meek Jane, so turning you into a desperate and honest masochist would be fun," Rudy uttered inwardly.
"Veseir's penis wasn't even 1/3rd the size. Yours is much bigger. It has filled me up entirely," Niti added.
"I need not know that. But no wonder you are so tight like a virgin. He probably couldn't even reach the best spot of a woman's pussy." He scoffed softly and muttered, "Such a disgrace to the men."
"Do you… do you feel good?" Niti asked reluctantly.
"Oh yeah~ It's hard to believe this pussy birthed a girl. The tightness is nothing alike. But then again, I have never fucked a milf before, so I don't know what their pussy feels like."
"Does my… does my pussy feel better than Princess Jane's or any other girls you have been with?" she asked hesitantly.
"Let's not compare, shall we? But I will say that the milfs have their own charm. And as a man of culture, I feel honored to be having sex with a milf," Rudy asserted with a proud face.
"What is… that?" Niti asked with a curious and confused look on her face. "You mentioned that a couple of times now. Is it a term or some sort?"
"So I will have to explain that, huh?" Rudy sighed softly and smiled awkwardly before explaining: "Milf means… a mature lady I would like to fuck."
"Hmm? So shouldn't it be mlilf instead of milf?"
"Uhh…" After realizing there was no other choice, he uttered, "It actually means mother I would like to fuck."
"Oh. Humans really do come up with strange terms…"
"Hey, hey. I am sure it's a thing here too. You just don't know about it."
"Maybe… but you can't refute that you are an evil and horny human. You even laid your hands on your lover's maid. What could be worse than that?" she asked with a grin.
"Well, the 'lover' you are talking about is a twin sister of my lover, so there's that." Rudy shrugged his shoulders and continued, "Unless you want me to mention that I even laid hands on their great grandmother."
"Huh?" Niti was baffled by what she had just heard. "Their great grandmother means… do you perhaps mean Queen Nyxia….?"
"Yeah, although our relationship is kind of in limbo right now. She made a few requirements before joining my harem, but I guess she will most likely agree. So far, I haven't met a girl who dared to refuse my charm, but maybe I am getting ahead of myself. Nyxia is like the main boss to acquire after Rias and my girlfriend from my past life," Rudy uttered under his breath with a distant smile on his face.
Niti touched Rudy's face and said, "This look on your face…"
"Hmm?"
"Sometimes, you act kind and sometimes evil. But you are enduring a lot of pain inside you, am I right?"
"...."
"You don't have to do that, you know? You worry about your lover's pain and suffering, but what about yours? You should be selfish sometimes and think about yourself. If you are not happy, you can't make someone happy," Niti asserted calmly with a gentle smile on her face.
"Heh.." Rudy chuckled softly and muttered, "And here I was thinking I was doing a good job hiding it. But I got caught by the person I least expected to."
"You can come to me if you want comfort. I am not saying that the other girls can't do that, but I have raised a lot of newborns, and I know how tough it is to understand one fully.
If you want, I can give you the motherly love you are seeking. Not just my body but my everything. You are the only person who has been this kind to me and treated me like a regular person, so let me show you my thanks by submitting my life to you."
To this moment, Rudy never realized what he was lacking. Niti gave him the comfort he never knew he needed.