Aristocratic Shocking Love: The First Lady Chapter 584

584 It was a misunderstanding and it scared Xiao Bai
In her mind, there were some sour memories, old and new, that were violently surging.
gu youli’s body tensed up involuntarily.
Yu feibai lifted his head and looked at Gu Youli with a deep gaze. “What’s wrong with you?”
His expression was still calm, but his heart felt like it was being crushed by a heavy hammer, suffocating him.
gu youli pretended to be nonchalant and raised her hand to stroke her hair gently. her eyes flickered as she said, ” I’m a little thirsty. I want to drink some water!
With that, she lifted the blanket and got out of bed from the other side of the bedroom.
Yu feibai glanced at her glass of water on the bedside table and realized that something was wrong. He immediately got up and followed her.
he did not step out of the bedroom. instead, he stood at the door and looked at gu youli, who was in the living room.
The light was warm and orange. Gu Youli’s face was frighteningly pale.
She didn’t go to drink water immediately. Instead, she picked up her bag on the sofa and opened it with trembling hands. Then, she began to search in a hurry and finally took out a bottle of medicine!
Yu feibai was shocked.
She wanted to step forward to stop Gu Youli from eating it.
However, he immediately stopped in his tracks and turned back to the bedroom as if nothing had happened.
however, he did not sleep that night. he opened his eyes and looked at her silently. Although her eyes were closed and she seemed to be sleeping, Yu feibai knew that she was probably awake.
Because she did not have a nightmare!
The morning sun rose from the East, and the sky gradually darkened.
The weather was good today. The snow had stopped, and the warm sun appeared in the sky.
yu feibai went to buy some groceries while gu youli lay on the rocking chair on the balcony, basking in the sun. she then fell asleep.
When Yu feibai returned home with the groceries, he saw Gu Youli sleeping peacefully under the sun.
He took out a thin blanket from the bedroom and was about to cover Gu Youli.
He lowered his eyes and was so scared that his soul almost left his body.
Lili ~”Yu feibai called out to Gu Youli in a low and hoarse voice.
The sunlight shone on her pale face, making her look almost transparent, as if she would disappear at any moment.
Gu Youli, what are you doing?! yu feibai could not control himself. his voice was cold and angry.
He suddenly reached out and grabbed Gu Youli’s wrist before pulling her into his arms.
He held it tightly and didn’t move.
At the same time, a fruit knife fell to the ground with a clang.
yu feibai lost his usual calmness. his voice trembled and he threatened, ” “How could you do such a thing, how could you! Gu Youli?”
He hugged Gu Youli tightly as if he was using all his strength to hug the whole world.
As soon as he thought of the scene just now, where she held the fruit knife in one hand and then put the sharp blade in the other arm, he felt that he had fallen into endless darkness.
Gu Youli was jolted awake and did not know what had happened.
He only knew that he was being strangled to the point that he couldn’t even breathe smoothly.
“What’s wrong with you?” Gu Youli blinked and asked in confusion.
She lowered her gaze and saw the fruit knife on the ground. She instantly knew that Yu feibai had misunderstood her.
He wanted to explain immediately, but a warm sourness welled up in his heart first. He was trembling, he was afraid, and she could sense it!
I just peeled an Apple and ate it. I didn’t want to get up because I was comfortable under the sun, so I fell asleep with the fruit knife! Gu Youli’s dazed eyes were filled with a loving smile.
She wrapped her arms around his waist and leaned her head slightly to his face. I can’t bear to part with you. I won’t take things too hard!!
Yu feibai’s eyes darkened and he said with uncertainty, ” “really?”
Gu Youli smiled as she raised her hand and made an oath gesture. I swear that I will never commit suicide because I can’t bear to part with Yu feibai. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to be embarrassed at all.
Yes, she didn’t want to die.
she was living on a day where she might know that she was going to die. she cherished every day, so how could she want to die?
She was really too comfortable under the sun just now and was too lazy to get up.
She must have accidentally touched him when they were sleeping, which caused Yu feibai to misunderstand.
As expected, it was very dangerous to hold a knife while sleeping. If he was not careful, he would hurt himself.
Remember!
yu feibai’s expression was unreadable. he looked at her silently for a while before he said, ” then you have to remember what you promised me. You can’t have any thoughts of suicide. You have to stabilize your emotions and overcome your anxiety. Also, Yueyue is not allowed to take any more medicine!
Gu Youli was stunned when she heard that.
Then, she chuckled and gave a perfunctory ” mm ” before quickly changing the topic. “Since you’re back with the ingredients, I’ll go to the kitchen.”
with that, she gently pushed yu feibai away and turned around.
She had just taken two steps when Yu feibai’s voice came from behind her, ” Youli, I know you’re taking the medicine behind my back. I saw it but I didn’t throw it away like last time because I wanted you to throw it away yourself!
Gu Youli bit her lip and did not turn around.
Yu feibai continued, ” I didn’t want you to kill anyone. I didn’t want your hands to be stained with any blood. However, I didn’t protect you well. I made you suffer and you couldn’t sleep well every night. You would have nightmares every night. That’s why you had to take the medicine again.
“If I could, I’d rather not accept anything, because you’ve already taken control of everything. If you’re happy, I’ll be happy. If you’re sad, I’ll be sad. Right now, I have a deep sense of powerlessness. You’re like quicksand in my hands, and one day, you’ll disappear completely from my hands!”
Tears welled up in Gu Youli’s eyes. Her heart was surging with emotions and it was sore and painful.
She turned around slowly and looked at Yu feibai. Her tears kept falling. “not the white boar gu, not the white boar gu”
Yu feibai smiled faintly and looked into her eyes, which were as deep as the sea. He continued, ” I don’t know what happened to you in the past. If you’re not willing to tell me, I won’t ask you. I just want to tell you that the past is the past. I will face the future with you. I will hold your hand tightly. When you encounter a trap, I will hold your hand and jump over it. When you are lost, I will hold your hand and find the right direction. When you are about to fall off the cliff, I will hold your hand and pull you back. In short, nothing will happen. i’ll be by your side and bear the burden with you!”
Gu Youli looked at Yu feibai’s teary eyes and said, ” “Yu feibai, why? You want to run?”
“why are you so clear about this?” yu feibai interrupted her.
Gu Youli covered her mouth with her hand and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes.”I know. I, I, I, I have something to tell you. I can’t tell you about my past! I really want you to know, I also want to tell you, but I don’t know where to start saying that Yingluo I’m a Yingluo.”
A person who had lived two lives!
Gu Youli’s heart almost collapsed after she said that.
she couldn’t finish her sentence.