The Brother Who Hates Me 30 I Need You

Raven and Sheena booked the same flight and arrived at the airport by 10:00 AM. Raven wanted to surprise her father so she intentionally did not mention that her flight was today. She left Sheena who was waiting for her brother and just grabbed a taxi to go home directly.
'Hmmm where is everyone?' She thought when she arrived at the mansion with only the servants inside. She was quite sure Jordan was at work. But how come her father and Nanny Rong were also out?
She called his father's office and found out that he did not drop by today. She presumed that they just strolled around since one of the servant said that he went out together with Nanny Rong and driver Jun.
She decided to just wait at home and not to call her father on his mobile phone.
'Home sweet home,' she thought as soon as she entered her room. She jumped on her bed and hugged her hotdog pillow. She was dead tired so she slept right away. When she woke up it was passed 1:00 PM already and she was hungry so she went to the kitchen.
She felt so cold because of the weather. So she asked the servant to prepare the sauna room for her.
She fixed her hair in a bun and removed all her clothing just to wear her above knee robe before going to the sauna room.
'It felt so good to sweat during winter season.' Raven thought. After thinking that she already had enough, Raven went out to go straight to her room and take a quick shower.
She was drying her hair when she heard a bang at her door so she immediately went out on the shower room to check. The light was still off and the only opened one was her lamp shade so her room was kind of dim.
She saw a man sitting at the side of her bed. 'Is that Jordan?' Raven asked herself then walked towards him.
"Hey are you alright? What are you doing here?" Raven asked while she paused in front of Jordan.
Jordan looked up at her with his distressed eyes.
Raven's eyebrows creased and she spoke in a worried tone, "What is wrong? What happened?"
There was no response from him. Raven was bothered. Something was definitely wrong with Jordan right now.
She was about to turn around to open the light when Jordan suddenly pulled her waist and embraced it. He buried his face on her.
Although confused, Raven touched his head and run her fingers on it. Then she heard little cries. Raven's heart sunk.
She gently stroked his hair and said in a soft voice, "Everything will be fine."
She doesn't know anything at all and what had happened to Jordan. However, she was feeling his pain.
She wanted to know what happened. Is it about the company? She doubt it, knowing Jordan, nothing can make him cry except if it's about father.
Raven started to get uneasy. She gently pushed Jordan away and sat beside him. She turned sideward to face him. His head was slightly bowed down and she smelled an alcohol from him.
Raven creased her eyebrow. Why would he drink at this hour?
"Jordan what is wrong? Are you crying?" she asked him. Raven sighed deeply. Jordan was still quiet. She cupped his face with both hand slightly tilt his head up so she can face him.
The light was dim and she can't tell if he really cried or not. However, his eyes looked sad as he stared at her. Then he pulled her again to hug her tightly.
Raven was so clueless right now and doesn't know what to do because whenever she will ask Jordan he doesn't answer. He will just tighten his embrace on her. She patted his back instinctively.
"I need you," she heard Jordan murmured those words to her ear.
Before Raven could react, Jordan pressed her down to the bed and kissed her. It was a deep longing kiss. She can taste the whisky from his mouth.
She remained submissive on Jordan's movements. She returned his kisses unconsciously. His tongue entangled to hers.
She did not notice that Jordan already removed his shirt then he untied her robe sliding his hand inside to feel her warmth. She almost forgot that she was totally naked underneath her robe.
Raven can no longer think straight when Jordan began to follow his hand and trailed her body with kisses.
Then she saw him unbuckling his pants. Raven blinked for several times. 'What is going on? Isn't this a little too fast? I am not ready for this!'
Panic can be seen at her face. Jordan clearly saw her reaction and he stopped.
Then he sighed deeply and laid his body next to her. He hugged her body and buried his face on her neck.
"I'm just tired and exhausted. Please let me stay like this for a while." Jordan said in a low tone.
Raven felt Jordan's need for a companion. She wanted to know what's bothering him but she stayed still and let him rest. She put her hand on his arm that was hugging her waist and gently tapped it to console him.
"Raven I hate that I… I just hate you so much…" that was Jordan's last words before he kissed her neck and dozed off.
'What is that supposed to mean?' Raven really wanted to ask him what he meant by that because the sentence seemed twisted. She was left hanging and wondering.
She can feel Jordan's breathing on her neck. Raven inhaled and blew the air out from her mouth.
Jordan probably really hates her because of her uncertainty…